Before you leave her think
Think about all the times she’s held you down
Think about all the time you felt home in the tight grip of her arms or the warmth of her smile
Think about how low her eyes got and begin to get lower with every kiss
How she loosens her body for you
& allowed you to take off her clothes while she feels your body
Think about the moans & the deep breaths she gave every time you got inside of her
& how she bites her lip & laughs because she fucking loves it
Think about how much your heart raced when you caught her smiling at you
Think about every time she falls asleep on your chest & wakes up in your arms
How lucky you are to allow yourself to feel this new love & how she allowed herself to feel it too
Think about how she’s fought for you so hard every time you tried to leave
How her tears & her begs showed you she only needed you
Think about all the good & all the bad that she’s stuck around for while you kept leaving
Because when you step out the door for another time
what you find totally normal could be her last goodbye
& when you realize she’s the one
She’ll forget you
She’ll move on
& everything she’s done for you
She’ll do for someone who never had to make her work hard for something one-sided
And it’ll hurt
To be in love with someone who’s not in love with you anymore
So before you walk out that door and close it off anger
Think
Are you ready to allow all of this to happen?
